| — | Sara Shepard, The Visibles (via m-ild) |
| — | Françoise Sagan (via dulcetdecember) |
The beat is from Childish Gambino’s “Heartbeat” so this automatically makes me want to puke rainbows.
Oh yess
R.I.P
rest in peace ty, love you foorever and a day
R.I.P dad, i miss you and love you
I don’t know anyone who has commited suicide but Rest In Peace <3
Rip to my future self
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Rest easy Taylor, we miss you so much bud
RIP Cheyenne & Coltyn<3 I miss you both so much.
RIP Rachel I love you so much
I love you and miss you so much dad, I really hope I get to see you again some day.
its quite amazing to see the loved ones of all the people who took their lives saying they miss them, they probably thought they were the most unloved people in the entire world
Rip Amanda and Olivia.
R.I.P Daniel and Liv :’(
R.I.P Daniel, Liv, and Savannah. You will be forever missed.
R.I.P Tyler
R.i.p. auntie. We all still miss you.
Rest in Peace Uncle Alan. I love you.
RIP Billy. We all love you.
‘Anyway’
I wrote your name today,
I wrote it down on a piece of paper and threw it away
I didnt want to throw it away but the pain of seeing it hurt too much anyway
I looked at your picture today,
And just as fast as I took it out I put it in its box and put it away
I didnt want to put it away but seeing that crooked smile of yours hurts too much anyway
I thought I heard your voice today,
The sounds of your words were like gold to my ears but I knew I didnt really hear anything those are thoughts I know I should push away now anyway
I wore your sweater today,
It filled me with comfort and solace so I chose to keep it on for the day
There was no way that I was gonna take it off and stuff it away
I listened to your favorite song today
I swear the words soared through my veins as if they were the blood keeping me alive
Thats a feeling I hope never goes away
My heart ached today,
It ached because it misses you and everything you brought to my life so much. The pain that resides there is just too much sometimes I wish there was a way to make that pain go away
I wanted to cry today,
I wanted to cry because I came to the realization that you’ll never get to see the person I become, you’ll never get to be there for all the important things. I guess thats just something that im gonna have to deal with anyway
I know I shouldnt let silly sorrows get to me especially on this day, all that pain I try push away is just building up. Instead of being sad im gonna look at pictures of you with joy, im gonna listen to your favorite song and smile, im gonna think about your laugh and giggle, and im gonna go through life knowing that I always have you looking down on me in whatever I do. If theres anything you taught me, its that life too short to be spent feeling blue. So even though its a sad day im gonna think abt you and smile anyway.
